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2009-05-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

Yes,you'd never know what happens closed doors.
Neither would you know who is the person chatting with you on the other line.

2009-05-26T17:31:00.002+08:00

I am so in love with my phone.LOVELOVELOVELY phone.

I am not really bloggign these days because nobody is tagging at my blog.Hmm, crap but maybe true.

Anyway,I am in now in lalaland with my phone.Catch me there(message me) and I can talk to you from studies to toilet cleaners.Unlimited SMS is great!

2009-05-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

A good way to have a good night's sleep-To go to SSC,try the four coloured slides and scream you lungs out.Eh,actually I don't think you people will scream but it was scary to me.I've got a small heart.So it was a bigger NO to the twist-and-turn slides.But nevertheless,yesterday's trip to the pool was fun.Next trip would be on 5th of June(Friday).I'm not going to be like Bella who conquered ALL slides.

In the past,the three of us loved the white Oreo.Then,we changed to the Duo Oreo.After that,we had fun dipping the chocolate Oreo in milk.Now,we're back to the white Oreo again!

2009-05-21T15:34:00.002+08:00

There's an amount of stuff to talk about today.

1.I saw P 5 times today! After compaining of the 2-week's absence,I finally got my wish granted.At least I will see him in the picture because he was here today.But I don't really call it Fate.I really miss the morning breeze,but at least there isn't a 7.10am(f hell)Morning Worksheet Programme.Cadence said it was because of Swine Flu.

2.HanQi and I were caught for lotiering too.Hehehs, we went to the library because Mr Tay wasn't here.Mr Gng saw through our excuse of toilet but he let us off.No PC!

3.I passed my Eng by a 13/15 mark.Phew,sheer luck because they remarked my Comphre and Summary.3 marks were added.If it hadn't been the case,then I would have failed.

4.For my Pet Society,I'm waiting for money.I sold all my furniture away and I want to buy a bed for my little Tarzan that costs 3000cash.Ahh, money rolling in is real slow but money spending is real fast.I'm going to hit Level8 in RC soon.The screen appeared asking me to update my adobe player but mine is new! Irritating.

5.Bella and I are going to gain the label of "Top Couple Catchers."Haha, we went around searching for couples(HaiSing).Much fun.

6.Today's photo-taking was like a piece of shit to me.I forced myself to smile under the hot sun at 12.30pm and I'm sure when the photo gets developed,you will have no problems finding my f face.

7.It's not that I don't go out after school,it's just that we have different timings now that we are in different classes.If I were to go out and get neglected(Iknow its' unintentionally), I might as well not go at all.Hope you understand.

8.It ain't a good feeling to spend recess all alone when the whole canteen is not your friend.

That's all for today,BYE.

2009-05-20T19:39:00.001+08:00

Pet Society is boring to me now, but RC has yet to lose its "flavour." Tried Neopets under Hanqi's account but I have no mood to play.
My brothers are getting on my nerves.Stinging tears in my eyes,I'm in no mood to blog now.Also,tell me,who is in the mood to study now,after MYE?

Lesson learnt: Because verbal abuse was used on me,I will you in on you,irregardless number of times.YOU'RE AN ASS.

2009-05-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

That little imp-Jervin Tan topped his class for English oral which I know I can never do it.But for his other papers of all other subjects,he just passed.Unable to log in to Restaurant City is making me go crazy and furthermore there are some internet connection problem(s).I'm always having errors going in to RC and they say I should go to the FAQ.Yes,I should as I'm pissed.I'm not in a good mood.I'm going to use the com the whole night.

My brothers got T280i as their phone but are still waiting for stock.Me,I would be waiting for a moremoremore suitable phone other than that urgh!(8GB,Sony Ericsson)Can't remember.

The laptop is superduper slow.I want to play RC.

2009-05-15T16:34:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

Just changed my blogskin.

I'm a little over the moon today ,maybe because it was ages since my last meet-up with my little peers.Everybody is different,and that is respected because eveyone has the potential to make the people arond them smile!You can't force the world to love you,or force someone to be your friend.BUT,I've learnt that I like to think a lot.And those little thinking can give a wink at my heart.
Weekends are coming,so I hope everybody can enjoy their break too.Lazy me was yawning on my way back home and the jerky bus made it worse.
SA1,my results are okay but it had never appeared in my mind that I'd fail SS.But yeah,that did happen.And 我与死神擦肩而过 isn't accepted.Crap.

Dinner's going to be at Xin Wang HK Restaurant(Kovan) tonight,Dad's treat!
Hohohos,I gained a kg.

2009-05-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

A week ago,I had a visit here.I'm back here today,after a world tour.Do you believe me? Better not.Other than Monday's out-of-the-house outing for Bryan's birthday,I've always been stuck at home.Ok lah, I did go out and meet Yongshun,Jeremy,Michelle,JiaXin for a little dinner.But that's only 2.I've get to get my pair of jeans.Supposed to go out with Rachel,YanTin and YangWenn on Tues but Mum said "NO".
No,no,no.My phone is still pending but my brothers are getting theirs too.PHONEx3,unfair!

There's a box of liqour chocolates in the fridge but I don't like it.Muching on Cadbury bars are preferred.I think my blog post today is a little crazy,but at least I UPDATED!

2009-05-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

The idea of a 100 marks paper for 2 hrs is pretty scary to me. There's only 2 papers left now-Bio and Maths Paper 1. I'm fearful of Bio but I'm going to take things in my stride.

Of the (9-1)days ,I want to go to Orchard or Town at least once.HuiXin initiated Orchard and got me all excited but in the end we ain't going.HUIXIN! So please someone,go with me okay?

I'm going to get shorts and a pair of jeans.And many many many pretty clothes.

2009-05-06T14:53:00.002+08:00

I've gotta keep something in mind: I have no special rights to judge others.That's something I will try my very best to abide by and stop my mouth from spouting little trashes."以诚待人,以意处事"-That's the motto I've been taught while growing up.And heys, I hadn't been speaking the F word since 28/04/09.That's a loud word.

Today's papers were A.maths and HCL Paper2.I will be contented enough to pass my maths and I think there's something wrong with my asknlearn account.Tried signing in but invalid password.How troublesome!Worse,they didn't send me the mail even though they said they did,after many times.

Smiles doesn't mean I'm okay.They mean I'm good at lying.I'm trying very hard to say a few meaningful words these days but it the end,I just get tired of trying.

London Bridge is falling down...
I hope things will turn for the better for Miki.

2009-05-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF,JESLYN TAN! Studies ain't everything in life,so I don't give a damn now.I'm not studying but to sleep my time away.

Call me spastic,call me a bitch but I want to do things the way I want.Perhaps in a sudden rush,but I feel life like a maze.I no longer go to school to meet my friends.What do life have in store for me?What has my life turned into?Is life now a committment or a promise or a requirement for us to live on till the very end?I will pick myself up from where you dropped me,though the path ahead seems blury.

I'm your faraway girl.

2009-04-30T20:44:00.003+08:00

Alamak,had the SS paper today.Messed it up totally,like Rojak+Char Kway Teow.I had time left but was too lazy to chiong.7 marks SBQ I just gave a point.13 marks SEQ I had my essay repeating about the same thing and it only managed to mark up 3/4 of a page.Not a piece of paper.

&Guess what?I'm nominated to go for Vietnam! But I'm not going.I'm forbidded.All with the exchange terms of a phone,(monetary wise).Never mind,I know that though my brothers and I may not get along everytime,but I love them.They are my precious.Little brawls and quarrels make our relationship stronger.But JERVIN TAN is COPYING MY BLOGPOSTS AND IS AN ANNOYANCE AT MY BLOG!Arghh!!

Now,I finally know what the Project I Miki,HuiXin and I have been rushing for is called.Citisuccess Ideas In Action Presentation.YuanJiat didn't go due to domestic affairs,so it was Miki,HuiXin and I.I think I've yet to overcome my psychological barrier-I can present for Chi but not Eng.I'm not scared but I can't get my words fluent."I hope that our product will..I hope that our product will..."Hope,hope and more hope.How can I keep using the word "hope" during a presentation?Anyway,the judge was fun and the idea of drawing up a proposal isn't that hard after all.Will we get the $1000?

Miki is from RGS.
I'm from NYGS.
Huixin is from NUS.
Sidi is from PLMGS.

2009-04-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

I'm not sick anymore.
Proposal is tomorrow.SS paper is tomorrow.But I've lost most of my SS notes of which are more important.Wth.
BYE.

2009-04-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

JingHui is torn between the choices of Nepal and Vietnam.Good for her, I don't even have the chance to be elected.I'm now in the Com Lab with Ding,Adeline,HuiXin,Miki and YuanJiat. Project I-some stupid proposal.But we're having fun! How long had it been since the last time so many of us came together?WHERE IS MOUNT EVEREST?Haha, we got the chairs of the Com Lab dragged here and there.But nobody wants to meet up for breakfast tomorrow.To think of it, we have never had breakfast together before school.
I gave up my plate of Hokkien Mee today because I spilled it.Nothing but a spoonful left.I'm sick.
Received the fever bug and said BYE to the flu bug.Temperature was flactuating today.High and low, ranging from 37.1 degrees till 38.1 degrees.There is temperature taking tomorrow morning and I don't want to go school if I am sick.But, if I were to take MC tomorrow, wouldn't it be better for me to not come school on Thursday and skip MYE Eng Paper1 and the SS Paper?

I saw P four times today.Once in the morning and thrice after school.My luck is changing! A little.I'm no longer the last for cards playing.

& Can anybody tutor me on phrasal verb?

2009-04-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

I am going to write a whole chunk today because I am going to be forbidded from the com unless for educational purposes until MYE.Why? All because I was caught leaving all my homework undone during the weekends.But hey, I did my compo corrections- the easiest.I said I will take my phone after the MYE, and I will.My word for this counts.I've once said that "Nothing is able to hold me back.I'm going to mark my peak again."But what is happening now?Slack,Sleep.

MYE are going to come this Thursday.I don't want them.SHOO!Have yet to start revising.Can I say I don't give a damn now? I'm getting a little feverish now: 37.8 degrees.Don't burn me! The weather is enough to make me suffer.Plus,we had CIP today.WHY WHY WHY TODAY?Under the sun.I was sneezing my day through and still isn't spared from Ms Sultana's CitiBank sponsership,proposal,blah blah blah.It is going to shown on Thursday.So,I'm going to do it with Miki tomorrow-after school in the library.Perhaps YuanJiat and HuiXin will be joining.
Speaking of after school,I saw P thrice.Twice of eye contact.♥ But, the sad thing is,I don't think I will be so lucky to see him tomorrow after school.

I WANT TO COMPLAIN OF ISABELLA BULLYING ME EVERYTIME I'M WITH HER.SHE MAKES ME GO TO BK FIRST BEFORE GETTING MY DRINK.SHE MAKES ME WANT TO CATCH THE SAME BUS WITH HER EVERDAY AND MAKES ME MISS THE BUS.IF WE WERE TO HAVE A SINGLE DECKER 89 APPEARING IN FRONT OF US AFTER SCHOOL, SHE WOULDN'T BOARD THE BUS BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T LIKE IT.TYPICAL ISABELLA.SHE SAID I COULD RANT HERE BECAUSE WE WOULD PATCH THE NEXT DAY.FRIENDS!

AND SOMETHING BIGGER THAT I WOULD WANT TO SAY:

Dear HanQi,

I'm sorry for what I've done to you today.
I really am.I know I shouldn't have done those stuff to you.
I'm so sorry.
Friends again?Apology accepted?
I LOVE YOU.♥

2009-04-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

From XianWen:
10 down, 32 left on the frontline.
Haha,I think I'm going to topple soon.Having a little flu when I reached home.

School today was at usual, but Ms Faten and Miss Barathyi(think so) didn't come because they were having fever too.Maybe they got it from our class.
After being in 3E2 for going-to-be 5 months,I still miss 2E5.Memories are meant to be happy,so I have patched up with Adeline a few days ago and KaiSheng yesterday.We were playing poker in class today-cards borrowed from WeeShin.TskTsk.
After school,Miki,SiDi,HuiXin,YuanJiat and I went to DownTown for Subway.Tuna was the choice for me.
To speak the truth,I have really made the wrong choice.I should have taken History but I don't feel regretful or perhaps a little because I have been giving Geography the heck-care attitude this year.Omg, how am I going to make it for the Geo MYE?

Miki says:
"Geography students learn about land.History students learn how to take away land."
I say:
"Biology students learn about intestines.Physic students learn how to measure intestines."

2009-04-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

Fast one.
I'm off the hook.No disciplinary actions against me.*Loves

2009-04-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Fast one.

I'm off the hook.No disciplinary actions against me.*Loves.

2009-04-19T17:16:00.004+08:00

I think the laptop's damaged.I've only been using it for like..1/2 an hr but it's hot.The broadband's hot.The keys are hot.OMG, don't die pls, you're new.

I think my blog is super slow.Little people are tagging and there isn't music.Tired.
Band practice has stopped, after the Speech Day.

I think Speech Day is crap.I don't know the purpose behind it.

I only know it is hardwork to join Uniform Groups.
I only know my posts are appearing on Wednesdays,and Sundays mostly.
I only know I have 2 Chinese Compo to do.
I only know I miss E5.
I only know I'm selfish.

I only know I'm unhappy.Colours are gone, all faded.And where have they gone?

2009-04-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

I've realised something today--89 buses like to come together these days. !@#$%. I have to spend so long waiting for 1 89 just because I missed the previous.Wth.In the morining,if I were to catch the earlier bus, 3 minutes before Bella's,I will reach school by 7am.
P has got a new girlfriend.Sadness?Sorrows?I don't care because I don't know who I am.

-----------------------------------------------------------enough.THAT POST ABOVE WAS MEANT FOR YESTERDAY,but I was busy yesterday night,so I didn't touch the com.

FOR TODAY, the chem test was tedious for me.Covalent bonding,ionic bonding,I think I was just writing crap.Chionging through the paper and be done with it.But I don't want my attitude to be so.My letter of complaint was like a piece of shit too.Arhhhh!!!

I checked out my horoscope today, hoping to find something to spur me on and so I found, many that gave me a little hope.The most important one said "After a rocky start in the beginning of the year, you will be experiencing joy after the midst of April.Your luck will change for the better." Haha,I truly hope it comes true.I told Bella that on our way home.To think of it, I think Bella and I have gone home less than 5 times from year start till now.We were supposed to go home together today,together with Jeremy,but I didn't know where he had gone after school.Had the 50% memory loss had really turned true?
My brother says that he will outshine me in academic performance.He will take triple science.Can he make it?We will see,slacker.

2009-04-12T19:36:00.002+08:00

It's Easter Sunday today!Easter eggs,easter party.I remember the treausre hunt played when I was in K2, kindergaten time.Search of Eggs!The one I got was metallic blue.Hohohos,I still remember because that was the last easter egg I received from a teacher.Memories remembered are meant to be happy,like this.

I learnt something from Mum's culinary skills today.She uses rock sugar instead of sugar to cook.Call me dumb but that is indeed something that I regard as special.:o And,Dad bought ice-cream for dessert today.I "booked" the yam-flavoured one.Gonna try it now,BYE!

2009-04-11T17:16:00.003+08:00

I think I must be suffering from some illnesses that make me able to sleep a lot.I can sleep at 9,wake up at 6 in the morning for school and still be yawning away in class.I sleep a GREAT DEAL! Everyday,if there is no work to be done, I would be in bed at the super early hour-9pm.
Can anybody tell me what's wrong with me?

I brushed past Queenie at Compass Point yesterday but I did not call out to her as she seems to be in a rush.We met at NBC,the exchange and SYF even though we did not talk much when we were in the same primary school.Well,it is now proven to be true that if you are now leading your life as someone else's acquaintance,it is heart-warming to smile at someone you've known in the past.3Cheers to FRIENDSHIP!
And today,due to my brother-Jervin's superb-itchy-hands,he managed to make me turn on a conversation with Jervons in msn.Then,in my mind,it is suddenly like.."Oh my!How far have I drifted away from my 6C friends?"Jervons and I hadn't met each other ever since we have graudated from NCPS which is so long ago.3years!Jervons is in Maris Stella(Hai Sing) and I'm in HaiSing.*Chuckles.
I am going to meet up with my friends in NC soon.BIG GATHERING PLS!(:

I didn't go to Tampines 1 with HuiXin and the rest yesterday because I am forbidded to.But never mind,all I need is my phone now.My phone has changed from a want to a need.My parents are thinking over it-whether to give me a phone or not.So,I'm going to be a good little girl and wait for the reply.

PS: I want to go out with Miki,soon.

2009-04-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

I AM NOT FEELING GOOD.
PHYSICALLY,MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY,THAT'S ALL.
AND I KNOW WHY-
BECAUSE I HAVE NO PHONE.
It's like..Whatthehell is the problem?
Where is the phone I have been promised long ago?

Fine.

I didn't eat the pizza today.
1. Because I am sick,
2.Because of what she said.
But I'm not caught.
"Jeslyn,I don't think you're a problematic child."
Yeah,right.Because I have no phone.
*fustration.

I am happy that Miki and I are at the same table now,and I passed my Bio.Not 13,not 14, but 18!Twice of the previous.It goes to show that perhaps Jeslyn can score for Bio too.

2009-04-06T19:26:00.004+08:00

I have decided to delete all of my previous posts as most of them were well, full of sorrows.Tagboard has been changed too, to ensure nothing of the past is left behind.

Many things have happened to me since the start of the year till now.
Would I have been happier if I had been in 3E3? I don't know.

I am still "recovering" from the loss of GOLD for SYF. I WANT MY GOLD!But nothing's going to change.Let time wash my emotions away,ok?

It's my brother's birthday today-JERARD TAN JIN HENG.But the sad little boy is a teeny-weeny sick in bed (I think) even though he act as though half of his life is gone.Still, happy birthday boy, you skimpy little ass, must eat more.:D( And we'll never be fat).

Lastly,I would like to thank those who had been beside me, enduring the black faces I had shot to them.

NOTE TO JINGHUI AND THE REST:
I would very much want to go out with you people, but school has kept us so far apart.I'm sorry but my heart is there, even though I don't go down for lunch or recess at times.:'(

&I WILL TRY TO MANAGE THIS BLOG WELL.
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